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You think what you guys did, counted as ... "Hurt"?
heheh, oh man. Who the hell cares about harassment through the internet?
Besides, I know most people who insult me on social media websites or skype, and if I voice chat/meet with them in person they don't say anything to my face.
I just think those who think hurtful words on the internet to actually have done anything to my psyche have no idea, what kind of things I went through that we're far worse than that.
You wanna know what hurt me though?
The abuse I've gone through in previous relationships, unfair treatment and discrimination against me because of my illness, being nearly killed by three people (not at once) you thought previously that they loved you, escaping sedation and attempted kidnap/sexual assault by someone I thought I could trust, being told flat out that I am not competent enough to choose my own education path, etc.
The only thing I would want from you, perhaps would be to remember me from not my diagnoses, reality-warped babbling's, and being a monster.
But to remember me simply as Caroline.
Nothing more, nothing less.
I'm not sure what happened with Zane and you, but I haven't heard from him in awhile.